Heaven & Hell..!

Heaven is what it used to be,
Felt so good when u were around, lighting up my life with a smile.
Love in the air, music in the ears, peace in my mind,
each day used to be so different and so exciting,
had courage, had dreams, had hopes n strength, after all i had U,
no fear, no worries, no pain, no doubts, never been alone!
U were always there to share, always felt so safe & secured.


Hell is what it is now,
Ever since u had gone, everyday is just the same,
no love, no music, no peace, no joy, no happiness,
terrified with fear, lost the faith & the strength,
nights are so long without dreams,
Heart is so heavy filled with pain & despair,
missing u when something good happens,
n when something really bothering,
each day am living to die & dying to live,
holding on to the memories of what it used to be..
 ~Mitha

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I & Me..!

I am not what u think i am!!

I is what i am to you,
Me is what i am to me, to myself & to my heart..!
All I do is try to please others n hurt Me ;
Me never quite agrees with I,
Me has desire : I has priorities,
When Me hates : I likes it,
When Me loves : I refuses to accept it,
When Me has fear : I uses its courage,
When Me demands : I controls,
When Me has so much to say : I keeps quiet,
When Me is sad : I wears a smile,
When Me is happy : I cries in Joy,
When I gives up : Me pushes,
When Me is hurt : I protects it,
When I is hurt : Me gives Faith,
When Me has a dream : I goes for it,
When Me has None : I has so many friends,
When I dies : Me dies,
But when Me dies : I lives in the memories of others.
Me confides in I : I only trust Me,
No one knows Me except I, Nobody understands them like them, but only them,
Though Me & I fights with each other, hates one another, still stays together...

If we starts seeing I & Me as U & Me, life makes it more easy..
Though we have our differences, fights, arguments, when we know each other nothing is gonna change but the Love, that will bind us together indefinitely forever...

~ Mitha

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I'm here still...

I’m here..,

Everything around is all grown n changed.

The trees had seen 3 springs n all 4 seasons,

The sun n moon never skipped their routine,

Everything's working hand in hand hopes springs,

faiths yields, promise breaks, laughter grieves,

pleasure pains, wound heals, love hates, dead lives etc..

The air is filled with memories, celebrations, joy, fun, music,

fear, grief, jealous, love, war, hopes n dreams.

I see, i hear, i feel, i smell, i notice everything around me

without being part of it.

Not moving with fear, i don’t know where to go!

Bones are freezing with chillness on hot sunny days n

the eyes are filled with warmth throughout the cold nights.

Few stop n stare in suspicion, few try to read through the mind n

give up without much help, the rest don exactly care.

I close my eyes n i see u in my world full of colors,

when i open it’s all gone like a curtain's down.

I’m here still,

in the dark where u left me.

Hoping to see u again but now, am afraid i might miss u in this dark..
 

~ Mitha

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